How do I end up emotionally attached to such questionable people? I wish I had a better answer by this point in my life. “Heart.” Uh, right. Actually, I guess that’s my answer right there. I have to give J. credit for it being more than mere chemistry, except I cynically suspect it all comes [...]
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My annual personal crisis
June 28, 2011
Breakup
August 6, 2009
Subtype: feeling of having found soulmate turns out not to be mutual. Breakup initiated by him. He was right, too. Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t focus. Jittery. Feel close to vomiting most of the time. Don’t even get me started on the tears. Small transactions (buying coffee) challenging. Colleague passes me coming into work, gives [...]